Renewing

I am today taking that step forward and renewing my old promises for myself (might have to be an everyday thing).

I was just talking to my boyfriend about how I recently saw something saying "don't reward yourself with food, you're not a dog"
It made me laugh and then realize that I love food so much. This battle I am having to lose weight isn't something easy and I never thought it would be but I've come to another realization that it's a life commitment. I can't just go back to eating everything in sight like I want to.

My reward is new clothes and hopefully clothes from Forever 21. Right now I can't fit into much of anything (I'm not talking about the plus sizes). The regular sized things I can't fit into and the smallest sizes in plus sizes are too big! I'm stuck right in the middle. I hate the feeling of my arms not moving in shirts because it's too tight around my fatty arms.

So that is it! I will not let my fat or fries keep me from beautiful clothes :]. Honestly it's also keeping me from self confidence and I want to be healthier. So yes I am doing it for a material reason and a personal one.

Today I am going to peel myself away from my room, tie up my running shoes and go jogging..

Jogging isn't hard for me it's the everyday thing that gets me.

However if it's a challenge then you know it's worth it

xoxo