We live in such a self conscious world. For example I was at the gym and in the locker room you see women constantly going to the mirror and checking out themselves and their outfits ( I admit I do it too). I mean come on we are only here to sweat, don't try to look cute, you won't achieve that. I hate that we live in a world where that is all we are "superficial". Every where I turn I am pressured to eat LESS, wiegh LESS, and be LESS. When I say eat less I mean I don't get to enjoy food the way I want to or eat the really good stuff. Wiegh less means that I have to be lean and beautiful to fit that society accepting look. And be less means that I should be a lady and not talk to loud or make to much noise.
-I don't know if any of that makes sense but that is how I see the world.
Today I read that one of my friends who is 22 achieved her goal of making as much as an RN just by experience by being a child support caseworker. It saddens me because I want to be a RN and I am currently in school for it. I have no income because I'm living off of my scholarships at the moment. And to keep my GPA up to maintain my scholarships I spend vast amounts of time studying. Anyways I'm not sure how to feel about that... Do I achieve higher?? Reach for the stars and all that jazz.
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