Simply Stated

Name: Sonya
Age: 20
Currently: In a relationship & a college student

I have never written a blog and often find it hard to come up with words to say that will be meaningful, I guess i want it to mean something and not a boring "I love doggies" You know how people write on Facebook... it annoys me so much.
Anyways I'm attempting to do this and in the dining hall at my university where it feel like a million eyes are watching me (ever get that feeling?)...

I could no more be in a more confusing time in my life.

Today I'm stuck in a weird phase where I don't know what I want to do with my life and constantly feel like I'm wasting it and taking it for granted. I need some kind of intervention for the perfectionist and boring person that I am...
So every so often I try to spice it up. Yeah that is a horrible idea for me because it always makes me feel stupid. Recently I had "brownies" if you know what I mean and it was the scariest and worst feeling EVER. My advice to people on that is just say no, a natural high is 10x better and there are no side effects.

I created this blog about 5 hours ago and didn't write right away because I feel like there should be a point to it. While I pondered on that I read about Buddhism (random I know) and wondered how other religions are like. So I thought maybe I will talk about that :]
Who knows I'll just see where this takes me.