To Have the best morning!

Now to start a great morning we need to get dolled up, yes being in our pj's is tempting and very comfortable but if you want to FEEL good you got to LOOk good. Im not saying to go crazy with it like the Mad Hatter!! :)

Put some pretty make up on, nice dress, heels, and pin up your hair and voila your ready!

And after all that hard work you'll end up classy like this:

-we can wish can't we.

<3 inspiration


*note that this is the sloppiest post yet but I needed to perk up my morning.

Crap

For the past few months I've been so preoccupied with my stupid Starbucks job, that I quit and a failed relationship with my dad. I would have to become very brave and not afraid of being vulnerable or exposed to let you know why I dislike this man with a passion, especially now.
I wish I could tell someone what he did to me that way it didn't seem unexpectedly rude to say "I don't care what happens to that man" or sometimes "hate". All I know is that there are some very lucky girls in this world who get to have a normal relationship with their fathers and get to spend time with them the way it was intended.
I just don't understand what God's purpose was in all of this. They say that he doesn't put anything in your path that you can't handle but what if a semi truck runs you down?! Why would a father betray all moral values and why after we forgave him for it out of no where choose to disown me and want nothing to do with me. IS that really a father or dad or just a sperm donor.
Tears fall from my eyes but not from what he had and has done to me but for what I didn't get to experience or to have. My mother has her father (grandpa) to our house every year for a month or so and it's wonderful that they can do that. That he loves her so much, but not too much and he still tries to give guidance. Some might read this, well if anyone even reads my blog I don't think so, but if they do you might think that oh one day it will be all right. I very much doubt that. I am a twenty-one year old woman and if it's not out of stubbornness then it's from good judgement not to let him back into a life he nearly destroyed. You know this blog may even be better than any therapist I saw. They always have very beady judging eyes. can't stand them :)

Thanks for letting me vent

Girls & Girls

Watching Sex and the City right now and all they are talking about is girl on girl action!
Why is it that everyone (almost everyone) gets off on girls together. But guy on guy action isn't that sexy to the universal person. I guess it's just that a woman's body is so beautiful and I mean every part of them. As where a man's pee pee :P is actually not that attractive. So what is a good fantasy?

Men are just Happier

Men Are Just Happier People
What do you expect from such simple creatures?
Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be President.
You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
If someone forgets to invite you,
He or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough..
You almost never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes..
Everything on your face stays its original color.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.
You only have to shave your face and neck.
You can play with toys all your life.
One wallet and one pair of shoes -- one color for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
You can 'do' your nails with a pocket knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives
On December 24 in 25 minutes.

NICKNAMES
If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch,
They will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah.
If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately
Refer to each other as Fat Boy, Bubba and Wildman…
EATING OUT
When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back.
When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators…
MONEY
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.
BATHROOMS
A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel.
The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.
ARGUMENTS
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
FUTURE
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
MARRIAGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.
DRESSING UP
A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the trash,
Answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail…
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals…
NATURAL
Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.
OFFSPRING
Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favorite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
A married man should forget his mistakes.
There's no use in two people remembering the same thing!

*it's no fair to women*

When Life happens

Yesterday I had a pretty frustrating morning. First I decided I didn't want my 3DS anymore because well it just wasn't me and so I go back to Game stop to return my $250 purchase. Only to get $136 for it! I couldn't believe it! First of all if I would have known that I would never have bought anything from them. It's absolutely ridiculous but I just wanted my money back. Me and my boyfriend were so mad but eventually calmed down and ate some lunch before he had to go to work.

Then it all came crashing down. He forgot his badge so I told him I was coming back downtown anyways and will bring it to him. Then when I got home I found his phone in my car that he also forgot. So my brother and I decided to walk downtown to get some exercise but I get a call from my mom saying that my boyfriend called her telling her that he got FIRED!! Which is now the reason I hate Hilton and will boycott against them and Game Stop :).

Oh man I turned back around to get to my car and get to where he was a soon as I could. I felt this sense of hurt for him and felt like he needed me. I don't know if he really did but I knew I needed to be with him. So I get there and he has the saddest face ever :(.
Really broke my heart. So yesterday was all about cheering him up and I'm pretty sure he's back on track. As a matter of fact he already got a job working at Jiffy Lube with my two older brothers.

It all seems so surreal and so perfect that he would jump back up on his feet so fast. I think he is truly blessed and I love him. And will always come to his defense. So mama bearish :D.

Something Beautiful today

Let me just say that I really wish I was a dedicated gardener. I would love to see things grow. But maybe my inability to stay focused on one thing for too long inhibits me from doing this. Either way I do enjoy spring and the bright green on the sides of streets. I love the smell of trees and leaves. And flowers are just so beautiful. When did God decide that he will just make a whole lot of different flowers? So here is a picture of something that should bring a good feeling in the soul.

Hard to Find a Motivation

I am pretty sure that a lot of people can relate to this title. I have no idea what it is but whenever the sun comes out I get sleepy and don't want to be out. I don't know whats wrong with me. I don't have the motivation to even write this blog, or clean my room or play my sims. Maybe I am having an off day or off month. Geez I have been out of school for a month and I just couldn't wait to do all these things and now I am complaining on not doing anything. By george we got a problem.

I am thinking that I should change my purpose for this blog though. I am going to work at Starbucks so I thought I might go a little above and beyond and know all the different coffee's to make. I just found out that a macchiato and latte are almost the same thing except that the milk goes first in the macchiato then the coffee and coffee goes in first in a latte and then the milk. You get a strong coffee first taste with a macchiato and then the sweetness of the milk. And of course the latte is just sweet and yummy.

So maybe that's it... that's the answer to all of life's questions, coffee!